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Yeah Its Christmas!!

2011-12-07T18:02:00.003+08:00

The most favourite month of MINE,

because there will be many

Xmas Song, Xmas Decoration all the way

and now my blog is also snowing!

Yea I love this!~~~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!~~~~

原来我们到了不堪的地步

2011-11-24T12:27:00.004+08:00

我就是在这个愉快的地方成长

在这个地方我学会了唱歌

我学会了团体生活

我学会了办活动

我交到了好朋友

我多了就如我兄弟姐妹的伙伴

这些这些都是点点滴滴累积的

我们一起分享

我们一起大吃大喝

人啊，长大了就会有很多的事要忙要做

还是要有取舍的

但是工作后

我没有回到这个地方

偶尔会回去

因为这个地方好像越来越陌生了

少了我的朋友

少了我的兄弟姐妹

就这样我离开了一年

其实内心好像要回去的冲动

但是总是有包袱

回去了会有时间的束缚

回去了就能回到从前？

回去了我们再也不用扛上什么责任？

这些这些每次都在绕啊绕

但经过那天的探访

原来我们已经回不到从前

就连眼神的交汇

也如此彷徨

我想，他应该很失望

因为我们就酱走了

所以事情的源头就在这吗？

所以现在的每个人

是被赞赏，获好评

当然每个人也是那么的重要

长江后浪推前浪，也不是这么说吗？

其实我们也会累

其实我们依然的尊敬你

其实我们依然爱唱歌

但是我心里深处很感慨原来

没有回去的我们

距离是如此的遥远

如此的不堪一幕。。。。

那些年我们一起追过的女孩 You're the Apple of My Eyes

2011-11-19T09:51:00.009+08:00

现在年轻人最夯的电影，你还没看？

你太逊了！

故事内容贴切形容我们在中学生涯中的点点滴滴

有好玩的

有愚弄的

有高怪的

有故意让人注意你的

嘿嘿，这就是当年“幼稚”的我们

在你看这部电影时，你的脑海出现谁呢？

他还是她，已经是你的过去式还是未来式？

我想每个人都会是电影里的其中一个人物

可能你害羞，可能你大辣辣，可能你不曾被注意过

总言之，这就是一部属于中学时期献给你的一部好戏

祝我的过去式幸福快乐~

我的未来式，在一起的感觉就是这么的简单与快乐！

我的欧洲之旅 PART 1

2011-08-04T19:20:00.007+08:00

好久好久没用文字与大家分享了

因为我没有可以静静打文章的时候

工作以后离开了读书生涯往往只多了”累”字

因为生活而工作,工作才可以满足需求,钱对生活是最重要的,你认为呢?

没有不喜欢现在的生活,只是一直地好平凡生活…

没有不好,只是活在安逸当中,是不是应该来点不一样的生活?

之前去了义大利,一个大家向往的国家,是一个不错的旅行

因为除了历史文明的建筑 , 当然还有一班朋友的日夜相对十四天…

我想没有什么比得上大家的感情, 也虽然我是新成员…

十四天过着无忧无虑的生活好像很棒!是很充实的!

隔了N个星期,我终于心血来潮,打起文章…(感性是的我才会写华语 =D)

***飞机上***

从上飞机的那刻起吧,好遥远,要乘搭乘12小时的飞机去荷兰…

我们的包箱竟然是一个老老又配带眼镜的妇女是空姐..OMG!!

还以为可以看到什么老外正妹结果泡汤了!

她好凶，按铃还要被讲：“YOU CALL ME FOR JUST TO THROW THIS RUBBISH?! THE DUSBIN IS JUST BESIDE WASHROOM, YOU MAY THROW THERE….” 傻眼（-.-）回不过神，她已转身走人。。。

飞机上，大家挑着那相隔6小时的时差，半夜三更吃冰淇淋很好笑。。。就酱醒下睡下，看一下戏，打一下GAME。。。

***转机中***

隔了十二小时终于我们抵达荷兰机场，天啊！还没到~~~

因为我们好要转机所以不能出境了，荷兰机场很繁忙，人来人往，我也不敢到处乱跑哈哈，人生地不熟，语言又不通！难以形容！

等了大概3个小时又要上飞机到我们的目的地去了。。。期待~

飞机上大家累了，就睡觉哈哈，还记得有好好吃的面包，太棒了~乳酪

经过瑞士山，哇一片雪白，好冷的感觉~美！

***威尼斯-ing***

一小时半左右，终于踏入威尼斯机场！瓦靠，坐到屁股开花，终于终于不需要在云空中生活。。。

买了车票，等着巴士，前往LIDO DI JESOLO 市区~

巴士上，司机的驾驶技巧速度太快太快，是因为我们的交通都反方向吗？

印象里那片华黄华草地还在我的脑海里~~~

抵达了，这是最狼狈的一幕，就是拖着20KG的行李，浩浩荡荡地走进市区

一条直线的道路，到处都是脚踏车，两排店屋。。。度假的feel~

CHECK IN 了，当然就是医肚子，ROKET深深烙印在脑海里，YAK好难吃！

太累了，回房小睡。。。z Z Z z

第一天的晚餐，我们到了一间很不错的餐厅用餐，惨！menu全部都是意大利文，什么都分不清，只会那两句GRAZIE & CIAO 哈哈笨呢！

就酱我们逗留在这个小城市一个星期，自由自在，比比塞，唱唱歌还有就是

跑去绵绵的沙滩，这个地方太棒了，一定要去！如果你喜欢悠闲的生活。。。

好啦，这是第一篇，比赛篇，罗马篇即将登场~~~

2011-01-09T10:47:00.002+08:00

2011年了！正式的踏入社会大学。。。
其实我觉得我真的很幸运，毕业了，找到了一份好工作
虽然薪金还好。。。
同事老板一视同仁，我喜欢大家，热情认真地工作
今年也是我人生中第一次拿BONUS
看到银行满满的存折，好开心呀！
这些钱都是我自己赚来的。。。
但是长大了就要负担，新年将近，家里琐琐碎碎的钱
可能这是家庭观念吧，不出钱，就会被念
还真烦！我一直都问自己，为什么不买好的东西鼓励自己
结果我还是没酱做叻。。=.=
没关系，今年我会用自己的钱去威尼斯。。。
想到都开心啦！！
一个大家向往的地方，一个人生中仅此一次的机会
目标：努力赚钱！环游世界！
可能身边的朋友最近遇到了家庭问题，身体状况不佳
但是只要我们耐心与虔诚的祷告，神还是对他有眷顾
加油！大家都会帮他祈祷~

2011年踏入不一样的阶段，
我想这个阶段或许是人生中最苦难的
只要坦然地接受，勇敢地面对！
热烈欢迎新人生的开始~~~~

the 152th post

2010-11-25T11:27:00.002+08:00

Wee...I am back to my bloggie again...

what should i share now?

Recently so far so good...
have a permenant job
have my healthy life
have my home sweet home
of course and my him~

however i felt the problem coming very soon...
no idea to solve it...
this is because of those stupid thinking..
21st century who cares so much...
everytime traditional and culture...
poke here poke there...
i don't wish to stand anymore on that please
what i wish to say

the relationship between you and him
is how both of you going to contribute
not always just listen to those predictor
harlo...there have no one can predict your own future
however...
we still try our best!!!
to prove and to be learn too...

and here...i saw another past of me..
i200% know the feeling that being so stupid there
as long as you know the friends beside you stil care about you
and yeap of course you are stil young...
no matter how begging someone come back to you
its a dumb decision
just go through someday you will realize that
without him you are still so freedom n wonderful
good luck for you my dear...
time will prove that everything happenning
what its call L.I.F.E

love your life...love yourself!!

i HEART you

2010-07-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

I love my life right now because of YOU

thanks for everything

Every time when you are asking me

Why at last I finally accept you

I' ll just smile and felt very shy

nothing why...

its just because of your every single pieces matter

because we got no barriers

because we ever lost & lose

and we appreciate!!

Its just simply as a piece of cake between you and me

i just want to stay with you every moment we be with together

muacks i love you, simon ~~

合唱

2010-07-15T20:15:00.008+08:00

合唱对我来说，有过不同的快乐，不同的刺激
昨天我的合唱团又到中国-绍兴比赛啦！
而我现在静静坐着这里回想前一届的我
还记得身在中国无比的快乐，
那是我第一次搭飞机，跟我的一群好朋友
无忧无虑一起很开心的参与比赛


现在我当然也更想参与，只因某些原因我不能酱做
长大了，还是有长大后的忧虑。。。
今天泽俊说，他在开幕现场
听到后好像很落寞
如果我在，有多好啊。。。
虽然很闷但还是可以看到不一样的东西
但是我身在马来西亚！！我没得参与
有点感慨之余，也有点后悔
钱啊钱！你真的很重要哦。。。
结果我去找回了我们在中国一起拍的照片
哈！真开心~~

爱唱歌没有不好，只是为什么每次的练习一定没有结束的时间
到底出了什么问题？纪律？态度？
很老实的说，现在我也不怎么喜欢与大家练唱的态度了
因为那种感觉不对了，这也是为什么我不练唱了
恕我直言，合唱不分你我，没有分得谁付出什么
那天的我回团探访，就让我听到这个
我心里就是很不爽，那之前我们付出的不是要一笔一笔
摊出来吗？也许这就是80与90年代的代沟
也没想讽刺谁，只是因为我们的喜欢
而加入这个合唱的大家庭
一家人就要不分你我！！
也许就是这一点让大家少了很多的建立默契的轨道
小朋友们，你们都很棒，好好想想怎样建立这个默契
如果你们建立了默契，你们会更棒！！

我爱合唱！只因为你，让我遇见了懂得珍惜我的人！
也许上天赐给我的礼物就是在合唱里我找到了你！

祝大家可以旗开得胜，为马来西亚争光咯！！

加油加油！！！！

Sunday Date

2010-06-21T23:36:00.004+08:00

Sunday Date
it seems hard for us....
but we have the chances ;)
im so happy actually dear...
today is the day tat u not beside me again
but while u r sending me a lot of photo
tat i felt sumthing good tat lik u r beside me everytime
n wat i plan to do today is to update my dead blog
ops im very tired after my internship had started...
i got no time to update my blog
i stil rmb the night that i told u many stuff about HIM
i felt good with all that v can sharing tat so truly
hope it will b lasting tat v always n ever sharing
nothing important about the past
it jz some memorable moment
and also
today results is out...
OMG seems lik get a bad results ever for my study life
wish tat i can score a better grade in my internship
so tat i wont felt so sorry to myself again
and dear, thank you for cheering me up tonight
just to be with you!

不一样的夜

2010-06-16T11:11:00.002+08:00

6月14日第一次我们不见面。。。感觉就颓废一个晚上
看戏睡觉。。。。

6月15日，你回来了！
今天让我感觉很不一样
因为晚餐与你家人一起度过
哈哈丰富的日本餐
感觉好温馨~~

7月你又要去中国了
哇哈哈10天
考验？！
不可以。。。。
越来越习惯有你在身边
你啦！！！！
anyway 还是要谢谢你在这个月给我的一切
我们会好好在一起！！=) <3

降临我的家园

2010-05-10T13:41:00.002+08:00

我回来了！三年就酱过了
发生了什么事？
隐隐约约的记忆有点模糊
好像也有点不舍
因为我离开了读书生涯
走入社会大学
当然很不一样
书是死的
生活的观念与应用
今天领悟了一些些
面试虽然很不样
当然还是被下了马威
新办公室竟然有属于我的位子
我一定要好好虚心学习
因为大家都认为大学生
态度傲慢爱逞强
假厉害
以上罪名我不可以犯
不然就太烂了~~

最近家里发生了一些事
鸡犬不宁！
希望一切可以快点解决
大家都不能自由出入
每天提心吊胆
那天看到那些人
我全身发抖
每天等待吗
这种感觉真的很不好受
唉我也无言
游手好闲的家伙
你们很烂！！

the last few hours in LABUAN

2010-05-07T16:15:00.002+08:00

say byebye to the study life....
few hours later i ll back again to my home
the feeling is excited n hope there is another new better life
everything is over right now here
i finish my degree here
unforgettable university life
i left my home for 3 years ago
i left every bad thing here --- labuan
anyway it still farewell with no water supply from yesterday
no matter how left few hours more
looking around n around
throw wat ever stuff that cant effort bring back
hope all the bad luck go away from me n my family...
i know my family is happy to wait me back...
i ll just shout very loudly
I AM BACK TO KLANG AGAIN!!!!!!!!
see you guys...... ;)

Last Battle for the Exam

2010-04-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

Wow few more hours later...
i am going to step to Dewan Utama again
for the last final exam for my entire life!!!
anyway my revision still half way on...
arghhh playful heart whole day!!
now only blame on myself lack of time
yak you stupid ng shy wei....
waste the time....
haixxxx
wish all of my friend who having exam
all the best n fighting until the last~~
G O O D _ L U C K

我们要好好在一起！！♥

2010-04-09T15:22:00.005+08:00

哇昨天的一番谈话
我输了！
人不可貌相，海水不可斗量
原来你可以酱
原来我也不是那么的了解你
原来你在我心里的形象可以这么的好
事实上你不是
好像一个很大很大的石头压在我心里
我一直问自己
我到底介意什么
可能一时之间我不能接受那样的你
可能我好像不可以接受酱的事情
竟然发生在你身上
可是如果你没有跟我讲这些
我一直很介意
啊，可是你讲了
让我真的很很很很不好受
到底怎么了
我也很不明白
也许从一开始
你的好已经深深烙印在我的脑海里
你在我心里真的是一个很好很好的人！
也有可能那个人真的太美了！
连我也可以觉得很诱惑！！
也许我也很怕输
也许这是多余的想法
可是我直接感受到的威胁感
我也知道现在并没有什么
哪怕有一天
事情结果发生了对象还是他
我真的会一走了之。。。
想太多了吧！
也许在七年前认识你
已经是一个没完没了的关系
也许你我的相识
就是上帝的安排与考验
是的，一直以来我觉得很亏欠你
可是当我做这个决定
我真的需要很大的勇气
接受外来者怎样看待我和你
因为我真的不想酱拖拖拉拉
拖泥带水
为什么要有他的存在
也像你说的为什么一定是他先
我知道很不公平
也许为什么我不说不承诺
是因为我还需要时间
抹干一切清清楚楚地
跟外界宣布这一段感情
我真的要很公平的对待你
而不是因为亏欠所以答应
我也不可能可以酱去接受酱的关系
当我踏出这一步
就没有后悔的余地
谢谢你可以那样的信任
感情里的信任是我一大的败笔
从哪里跌倒了就从哪里爬起
我很想相信你可是那个东西一直浮现
很自私的我就是很有占有欲
也请以后不会有酱的事发生
时间可以慢慢的掩盖
哪怕有一天我忘了酱的一回事
或许在其他事情
我可以很理智很理智的告诉自己
我可以很巧妙很聪明扭转
可是这个游戏玩大了
就没有收拾的余地
这真的会是我们的最后一次了
我更想珍惜你我的一切
我真的很想浩浩荡荡，疯狂地跟你在一起
我把自己封锁的好久好久
我不要再自己一个人承受了
我才不怕他人的指指点点
喜欢就是喜欢
也许这个就是无可药救的地步了！！
如果可以的话
我们一定要好好在一起！！
谢谢你付出的一切
我也可以很努力地为你付出我的真心！

Nostalgia Night 2010 - Farewell Party

2010-04-07T02:59:00.007+08:00

THE NOSTALGIA NIGHT (3/4/2010)

Time flies....
left 30+ day my study life will be ended...
recall back for last year...
i attended this party night for the previous year...
anyway this year the place we having our prom night
it is better than previous one....
deng deng...the first time go TIARA Resort
nice place~~~
of course the pretty ladies will tidy up ourself nicely
haha of course i included~~~
show some picture later on...
what to say...
deep inside my heart when looking the picture slide
that junior prepare 4 us
many scene flows up in my mind
i have been study alone far away from my hometown for 3 years
its time to back my place again
even though the memories here doesn't so memorable
but we ever pass our 3 years life here--LABUAN
we being force to stay here without normal water supply for year
and v being go travel around with friend
and the first time i got my roommate sharing my life....
learning how to be tolerate with each others
knowing many types of people in every junction LOL!
how their attitude, their thinking and many many more...
HOWEVER....
university life suppose to be enjoyable and crazy
but i think i nvr explore myself to the freedom life here
maybe theres many thing happen withing these year
and now everything pass
and NG SHY WEI are back to the nature~~~
people outside there.....
do you enjoy ur life?
I DO!!! i HEART my life!!!
appreciate and be tough to go through outside world again!!
all the best to you!!!

my look for the days...muahaha i love this picture bcos seems lik very pretty =p

my sista~~

act cute with princess lulu LOL :p

the beautiful girl....agree?! =)

23岁转辗点

2010-03-30T14:28:00.007+08:00

Weeee im back....
so sorry tat i left out for the long time
because March really damn damn busy
im busy with assignment, presentation
n also LAZY muahaha....
jz pass my birthday~~
OMG im 23 years old now...
haha 2010 really a big challenging year for me
first of all is my dearest grandma pass away
second i gonna graduate very soon
third i going to explore myself to another social city
i have to start work n earn money start to b nervous with...
stil got 40+ day my study gonna ends
so this few weeks trying to enjoy myself
with wat i haven done
get a birthday celebration with
my university coursemate and friends
attend another event
which is my course farewell party took a lot of picture....
haha share some here....
chaoz...wanna take a rest.....
hope everything gonna be fine~~~
GOD BLESS everyone of you!!!

Memorable

2010-03-02T21:28:00.005+08:00

Just now brother send me a web page
is where my grandma "stay" after she leave
a very peaceful place...
hope everything is fine there...
suddenly miss her a lot...
every night before sleep
surely ll think about her
here is some picture...

wish May coming fast n soon....
then i can go visit her again....

Sorry, XXMXN

2010-02-28T23:00:00.003+08:00

how many years i noe u?
i noe you near 7 or 8 years....
the problems is always surrounding us within these years
i really noe wat u means to me
i really noe how much u care for me
n i noe how much u done for me
n i am the one who always just accept and accept
n i refuse refuse n refuse
now i escape n escape
wth im doing now
the first time
my heart pain until i can't breath for you
the first time
my tears turning around my eyes but not dropped
the first time
i keep thinking on you
what u are going to do when i tell u
i noe im caring you...but not loves
maybe im too understand what r u thinking
maybe v are too understand with each others
i just wanna b fair to you
i dunwan to cheat you that
yes im not really nvr think to giv a chance for us
i agree with wat others tell me too...
n i feel very warm when u tell me everything n everything
i feel sweet when reading all ur message sumtimes
but i duno wat the heck happen with me
why im so stupid that i cannot choose you?!
so many ppl want you but you dun care
n u being choosen a person tat always hurting u....
i really never ever wanna hurt u
but i always do so............
why u r not others.......
i wish u r others but not u..........
if u r others how good is tat
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
finally i understand the pain.....
pain until got no feeling ady
forgive me with my truth
forgive me with my naive
leave me alone
i should stay alone n alone
single cheersss......

彷徨与犹豫

2010-02-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

一直以为什么都没有了
可是还是一直在有
什么啦。。。。
说真的这几天我每天都在想
好像可以，但是我跃不过自己的那座桥
因为我还是会想到他
因为我还是会耿耿于怀
因为我自己也不知道怎样了
我更不想再伤害你
再来的会是更痛的！
你我也知道。。。。
也许时间真的可以证明一切。。。
就顺其自然好了。。。
其实我还是会想念你
可是我就是没有答案~~~

Chinese New Year 2010

2010-02-23T23:11:00.003+08:00

An unforgettable CNY for 22 years....
grandma pass away....seems like lost a very important part in family
everyone mention her....
everyone miss her so much
wat to do.....we just accept the truth....
went out the whole day n night for this short term holiday
n cut my hair....yerrr why say me act cute...
not ler...just to b trendy....
start to love this hair style...
but very hot...LOL! bcos can cheat people im young....
anyway today back to the suck island again.....
wth welcome me with no water supply........
argghhhh stil got 70+ day to stay here....
wat a nice place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wuhuuu just to keep it up....
im gonna graduate soon leave this place....
i hate this place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bad luck bad luck

2010-02-12T00:12:00.002+08:00

arghhhhhhh
why bad luck always come to me now..
broke im broke!!!!!!!!!!!
wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!@#$!@#!#@#!@
stupid mas operators!!!
wat a very expensive experience!!!!!!!
i really duno why they can do so to cancel my flight
walao i ady reserve my place doesn't means i go the right now meh >.<
i cant be happy with wat had happen nowaday
wat can cheer me
i also duno.......
im really fucking tired with all of that!!!!
good luck please back to me
bless me after this.....
i dunwan to lost any money again
haiz tot can pass this last sem without so much maggie life
now i think i have to do so!!!!!!!
hate it hate it!!!!!
i need a job
i need money
i need freedom
i need happy
fucking pressssuurree!!!!!!! can i scream whole day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

婆婆，我们永远爱你

2010-02-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

也许你看到这个，也会晴天霹雳
但是它是事实，我也不想接受
我还可以怎样，恨不得紧紧地抱着她
一切一切不停浮现在我脑海里
从小我就跟着婆婆生活
幼稚园上课回家，就会蹲着小水沟旁
她就帮我们刷牙冲凉。。。
家里的早餐，午餐还是晚餐
她一切包办。。。现在我已经没有这个机会了
前几个星期，也因为电话费我才会跟她聊天
也许是上天的眷顾，我第一次跟她聊天
聊这么久，内容就依稀的记得她想念她的孙儿们
很遗憾的，她有不孝的儿子
连母亲都不认了，你们这些不孝的，你后悔吗
还是你还是无动于衷。。。
前几天半夜，肚子痛进了医院
一直以为是小事，也一直没有那个机会问候她
今天早上，突然接到阿姨的电话
一直一直地祈祷
结果还是走了。。。
为什么这么狠心，我们都还没回来
我也快毕业了，我可以开始找工作
可以让家里的环境变得更好
一直想象不到没有婆婆的家
会是怎样。。。。。。。。
一样那么热闹吗
还是大家就酱一走了之
只有一时的聚会，这些已经不重要了吗
婆婆为这个家，担当不少
因为她的威严，大家还不怎么敢反抗
虽然她常常碎碎念，因为她要保护我们
为我们全部人好
今天收到这个消息
大家接受不了
大家失声痛哭
一直以来我们就是跟着她长大
今天她放弃大家了
也许她也很累很累了
是时候脱离一切
我也知道我不可以酱颓废
我的脑袋一片空白
我的头很痛很痛
但是我不可以酱休息下来
说真的，很感动
关心我的朋友们
谢谢你们
再给我一点点时间
我会坚强，我也会加油
希望婆婆去到一个让她脱离一切的天堂
因为她真的受够了
婆婆安息吧，我们永远怀念你，想念你，爱你！！

我爱黑涩棒棒堂之向偶像致敬舞蹈大赛

2010-01-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

心里现在满满的激动
我爱黑涩棒棒堂看了连续几个月
今天我很激动的想要分享
太棒了！！！
第一次让我很感动的比赛
你们终于长大了，也许很多人认为
你们只不过是耍帅爱美或是娱乐咖
今天大家为自己致敬的偶像编舞表演
超精彩，来来一个一个讲
第一个是

小涵
对她其实我不是很喜欢，因为还是小姐一样，
最记得因为要扮秃头而哭了
跳舞还OK啦，有待进步

野兽
不要看他呆呆的，有把好歌声
最进面对镜头超会放电
很动感的舞蹈，赞赞赞！！

糖果
开始喜欢这个小女生
很甜美但也可以很狂野
当然少不了性感
不错我喜欢她的演出

玉兔
听说每个人都说她“台”
但今天表演也还好
不过记得她那次的“虎虎虎”
超搞笑我笑到疯了！

小马
一个有着外国人的脸庞
什么都由零开始
很努力的他，跳舞有帅到！
但是很少发言，但他就是帅哈哈哈！

蚊子
一个很好料的舞者
有着男生的体魄与力气
不过刚刚的表演平平
有点失望

洪诗
对她也没什么特别的印象
还不错的表演
GOOD JOB

小禄
爆牙哈哈，跟野兽一样很会唱歌
而且他唱的英语歌超好听的
第一个让我觉得台湾人的英语也不错的男生
舞蹈也很好的他只是太瘦了啦

小薰
泼妇骂街哈哈
像大婶一样
不过认真起来也不错哦~~
她是原著名
不过没有那么的会唱歌
今天看她酱跳，OKAY不错

虎牙
不善于说话不过舞蹈惊人
今天他表演那个
MICHAEL JACKSON
哇看傻了
他可以用膝盖跳“月球漫步”
厉害！！！！！

APPLE
一个容易恼羞成怒的学姐
不过最近看她跳舞
开始改观，她也可以耍帅的性感

阿杰
神经质的他
爱创作爱唱歌
认真起来是不错啦
我并没有讨厌他
只是觉得他很废啦

勇兔
蔡依琳的脸，帅妹
很喜欢她的表演
真的每次都那么的好
我喜欢的女生！！

鲔鱼
喇叭鱼哈哈
今天染了一头金发
造型什么都很用心
已经慢慢变成有担当的男生吧
而且最近玩游戏
超强的，每个人都怕他
也是冠军哦！！！

MeiMei
每次被人嫌弃肥
其实也还好吧
抚媚带性感的舞
也很有台风啦

好，这是本人的看法
绝对没有讽刺或不满
这辑就收下来存档
你们要慢慢进步咯 =）

手后不该问的10个问题

2010-01-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

1.不要问为什么分手
【既然已经分手了,一切都没机会挽回,就算能,曾分手也只会成为你们心里的刺】

2.不要问他还有没有机会破镜重圆
【他给的答案只是那么一点安慰而已,那只会加深你的痛】

3.不要问还记不记得曾经快乐的时光
【分手了即使记得,在他眼中也只不过是回忆而已】

4.不要问我哪里比不上她
【他只会回答他哪里都比你好,也许他会后悔放弃你,但绝对不是分手时】

5.不要问为什么曾经给过的承诺现在却变儿戏
【没有能实现的承诺的,只有等待奇迹的傻瓜】

6.不要问还可不可以成为朋友
【那都是自欺欺人的,心里受过这么重的伤,能不能成为朋友,最清楚的人是你自己】

7.不要问十年后的分手纪念日你们能否见面
【他只会笑你只会说将来,而不懂珍惜曾经拥有的东西】

8.不要问为什么抛弃大家共同的理想
【理想原本是虚无的】

9.不要问为什么自己能够拒绝别人的诱惑,坚持为了真爱,而他却不能
【这世界上没有真爱,只有忍耐】

10.不要问他还爱你吗
【既然分手已经说出口,那就证明他已经不爱了】

给还在苦苦等待爱人回头的人

【如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己,好让自己有机会爱别人,
痛,也只是暂时的,因为你只是被一个不珍惜自己的男人抛弃而已,
而他的痛是一辈子的,因为他失去了一个本该最珍惜的女人,
所以实际上最不幸的那个人肯定不是你】

I gonna used to be alone from now on.....

2010-01-23T15:44:00.002+08:00

OOhh finally i know what's happen.....
i got no idea with our previous relationship
maybe we just feel lonely
and we are just needs somebody to accompany
yes i think i just can say so....
quite down for this few days...
duno who to tell and share this
i know it very early that we cannot be together
but im bad enough
what i don't get i will never give up sometimes
yes the part of devil of me.....
i have to pretend as an angel in front of you?!
i do so.....do you know you already hurt me
what such of nonsense you tell me previously
its a joke!!! i should never trust on what guy told me
sincerely i never want to trust guy
no idea with why or what happen
is im really fed up with what you guys told me
n FFK or anything else....
the girl...maybe i know who are she....
for me if you can't do anything
please never give people hopes or promise
you are fooling people around because of
he LAM you arr....
shit girl!! you are cheap enough then....
ops i don't want to blame anyone on this
but i really feel that i wanna tell you about this
u being fool!! JC please awake from your dreams
or you may just wait until she married LOL!!
okay enough on that......
i suppose to be alone same as the year before
im really used to be alone with
never step to people's land when you cant giv her anything!!!

OKIE!! share some warmness moments...
last few days, my phone balance never use more than RM15
lol to make sure i don't pay extra to digi
i ring to home.....for no reason
i cooking porridge with grandma
i think she really happy with we call back home
because mayb she bored everyday
when we are not beside her for schooling time
talk a lot of home stuff....
and she always told me
you must choose bf carefully....
lol!! maybe i always went out with those guy they never know
and they do know mr.lee very well for last few years
mentioned about him
no idea with that....
i got such a long time never see him or even chat with him
maybe he is in a process into another relationship
who knows.....
however im satisfied with what i had now
even im the single lady
but i got concern from my dear family members
n also my friends
yes few more days to go
my dearest friend and superb friend back again in Malaysia
when im frustrated, happy or stressed
i may find him....
and i wanna learn to bake a lot of cookies and cakes
yahoooo....monkey is back!!
elephant wish her faster back too!!!
i want to be with you all
every single moments.............
muacks love all of you but not those people that hurt me
LOL!!!
next week is my big days again.........
wish i can do well in my final year presentation!!!
not the best but i will try my best!!!
ouch and also i can done all the assignment before i enjoy my CNY's holiday
n study for my software engineering QUIZ too....
GOOD LUCK to me CIVY!!
wooohooooo :p

我们还是有缘无份

2010-01-11T01:43:00.003+08:00

我也不想2010的第一篇是伤感的
但是最近我心常常浮现的一再是他
一个人可以说变就变吗
你当我是什么
玩偶？陪你无聊吹水？
说真的对你我已经无言啦
哪怕有一天你又会回来告诉我说
你最近忙得很，不好意识什么的
够了，我不需要那么卑微吧
我们原本就是不同世界的人
你要的不是我所需要的
对，金钱很重要！但对我来说
一颗真诚的心比任何东西都还要重要
你每次问我那些问题
我都拒绝你
原因很简单，因为我不觉得你诚心过
那种心态是让人很想捉狂
而不是让人安宁什么的
就是没有安全感嘛
所以我相信这些年来
你都是酱对待女生
问题应该出现在你身上，而不是那些女人
谁来告诉你，我不知道。。。。
就凭你要高攀一些东西
是不可能的，你还是找回那些跟你一样阶级的吧
讽刺的说，你没学历，没车子，没房子更不用想要有妻子
我知道你很努力工作但是你只有这些
可能吗？！无言。。。。。
我决定先走了，不要怪我无情
你真的没那么好。。。。。
希望你理解但你又永远不会知道
哈哈一句话，随缘~~~~
我们还是当朋友好了，我高攀不起你！！！

31st December 2009

2009-12-31T13:33:00.004+08:00

2009 你开心过吗，遗憾过吗，哭过吗，疯癫过吗
一切的一切将成为你的历史
回想起这一年里你经历过什么吗
也让我来“史记”

JANUARY
太快回纳闽岛，没得庆祝什么倒数
那天就和室友窝在宿舍
听着外面的喧嚷，平静度过

也很快的农历新年回家度过
与我的“象猴猪”朋友
虽然大家很久没见面了
但是一样的温馨与舒服

FEBRUARY
孤独的情人节
也没什么啦，因为在读书的时候应经没有属于我的情人节
还有什么事吗
应该没有吧~~

MARCH
两年没庆祝生日了
又怎样，因为我的生日就是交功课的日子
大家忙呀忙
还好也有我的室友给了我惊喜
也许我们很投缘
就酱我们无所不谈
还真想念大家在一起白痴的生活

APRIL
打战期间。。。大考
还是不怕死，一样打机过活
希望考试成绩不会烂到太离谱
哈哈哈

MAY
最后的几天与她同住
也许因为快要分离
大家拼命讲话
半夜就躺在床上
讲到睡着。。。。。
放假了！！又回到我可爱的家园
做了什么
不知道
就拼命出去，因为闷太久了吧！！

JUNE
依然放假中。。。。
认识了一些新朋友
开始放开了
也提醒自己
“他”不再回来了
还记得翻开了一个神秘箱
里面有无数的信件
有情书哦，当然有友谊的信件啦
也记得我还是sms了。。。
但是我得不到任何回应
我心死了~~~~

JULY
开学了
进入第三年
最后一年的读书生涯
够了很怕
有了新室友
也许我不认同她的生活观念
慢慢适应中

AUGUST，SEPTEMBER，OCTOBER，NOVEMBER
读书生涯中
超级无聊
超级孤独
超级不爽
超级生气
因为没有水
阿阿阿讨厌
我不喜欢纳闽
却偏偏要让我更讨厌它
我无言

DECEMBER
我坐在这里
依然单身，依然肥胖
依然想跟你们分享
不过太多节目了
我都来不及PO上一切的一切
无论如何再过十个小时
2009一切就圆满画上句号
不管你喜欢，讨厌，在意，不满意都好
一切已经是事实
人非圣贤，谁能无过
我亲爱的朋友
一切的一切，谢谢你们陪我度过
祝大家2010年会更好
新年快乐！！！

Dear all my deariest friends......
i would lik to wish you hav a Happy New Year 2010
Have a Blast!!!!! muacks i love you all!!!

♥ sweet home ♥

2009-12-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

yea finally 26th november reach
n i went back to KLANG again....
at first really 1na say million thanks to fanny n her sister
hehe thank you for fetch me go airport!!
muacks love u so much XD

10.30pm, reached KLIA
but den wait luggage for too long time >.<
12am i finally reach my home
after bath LOL
straight go to mamak stall yam cha
miss it a lot!!!

27th November, straight attend to
Tarrega Guitar House Annual Concert 2009 Rehearse
Even 2day is public holiday....
but i saw those parents bringing their child
sigh....im old enough hahaha
look at those child so cute hehe
the sleeping face...the naive questioning...
anyhow good job little child
*clap clap*

28th November, another rehearse again
going smooth 2day~~`
OMG i got to act sumthing stupiak
PINK LADY with the bomb bomb hair
yea its jz fun anyway....

29th November, is the concert looo
long time dint join performance
i feel very tired to stay there whole day
arghh panic abit in the performance......
-____-
finally finish...wuhuuuuu
the next is preparation for caroling....
xmas coming....dis year ll hav a surprise one??
i wish to.......

30th November, go practice caroling
afternoon back to home....
teacher's kids come to my house
crazy playing computer ahahaa
i think my grandma love children sound
so she keep smiling.....not mumbling LOL
of course i think she also miss her grandchild
sigh who noes how hard of her.....

1st December.....
so fast is the last month for year 2009
short period of holiday
hope can done many thing....
final year project report
presentation slide
industry training.....
arghhh crazy man...
which company which company
afraid n no idea!!!
just let it.........

2nd December, meet my mouse XD
n watch 2012
the whole day b wit him also n his fren
2012 its too long le...
but the story line is so gan jiong...
all cannot go toilet ahahahaa
n cold lik hell LOL
after tat v having our dinner
at mc Donald....
lol a funny girl asking me
"can i ask u a very serious problem?!"
" Y u r so quiet?"
i straight forward wordless....
OMG y got such person.....
make all ppl laughing when having dinner
after tat walk around JJ den heading to "In n Out Cafe"
then our journey ends 2day....

HOLIDAY!! SEM 1 2009/2010 ---KUNDASANG,SABAH

2009-11-23T22:17:00.005+08:00

After struggle to the exam....its time to leave labuan
went to a better place
At the morning on 19 november....
i heading to KK with express boat
After tat v straight heading to Kundasang
wat i can say....
Sabah is very nice n peaceful place
i ❤ natural!!!!!!!
i wish to hav so nice view everyday
with a cold weather...
n with my him too~~~
this trip organize by my bro housemate...
9 ppl trip driving ourselves to the Kundasang
theres a lot of picture had been snapped
n have many funny thing happen....
the most funny one is the car suddenly break down
with the reason of
out of car fuel @_@
first time met dis such problem....
howeve stopping at the road side...
looking at KK mount...
the heart is stil relax
eating the snack food inside the car
yes is a great trip~~
im loving it.....❤❤❤❤❤❤

for VERONE~~

2009-11-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

Finally i can read on ur blog...
seems so long time ur blog is closed...
sincerely...i read every single blog fr u
i feel to hug u tight
i noe i really understand wat u means all of tat
i ever been tat b4 lik tat....
i noe its suffer to forgive or forget sumone tat u love
in the reality....
a man who ever mention "break up"
they ll nvr come bac to u!!! is never!!!
wat for u going to get hurt by the same guy repeated
is hard to let go for this few month or years...
but time really ll prove everything
at last u ll thank him tat let u go
bcos he cannot giv u anything tat u wish to
n at last u ll found somebody who really care 4 u
n not alwys tat u follow him or order by him
everything is shared by both of u
thus dis is wat v call LOVE
love sumbody u wish to giv him everything
love sumbody u wish to share everything wit him
love sumbody there wont hav tears n jz hav smile
love sumbody he ll nvr try to hurt u
giving promise for sum1 is jz a bullshit
nvr ever to promise if u guy nvr do so...
i hop u can c dis blog....
n 2day is my heart really heavy to heard all of tat
nvr ever to let him hurt u again plz my dear
u r stil young...
there stil a lot of joy n fun outside there
he jz only a part of ur life
a passenger tat u noe him well but he nvr appreciate u
bless u~~~
take carezzz n b strong!!!
v ll alwys beside u
holding u....
supporting u....
n love u too!!!
cheer up~~~ muacksss =)

yahoo...near holiday

2009-11-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

*ouch*
finally past 6 subject of final paper

first paper : IT (4/11)
consider the second best minor...
stil noe how to answer n done it...
wish the results not too bad =)

second paper: AFE & IM (5/11)
two heavy major....
die in AFE and half die in IM
arghh duno duno....
i hate CMJ u alwys lie to us...
dear dr.sulong...even ur tips is accurate
but the question is quite complicated
quite confuse....
bless me =/

third paper: E-commerce n SAAD (10/11)
two minor again....
e-commerce quite ok...the best minor paper i can answer...
SAAD die peacefully.....
sofri although u look so smart so nice
but sorry to say so...
v duno wat u want us to answer~~~~

fourth paper: ICF (12/11)
the only one calculation paper...
the question is easy lik drinking water
bcos all is fr tutorial
but my fren lik very sad 4 dis paper...
dun worried...the answer only least mark
ur working step mark higher....
good luck n all the best yea :)

left last paper ady loo....IFRM...
a subject tat nvr noe wat is tat
lol...
after tat i ll hitting to KK for my tip again
n very soon ll reach my lovely land again.....
excited~~~~~
the last holiday for my study life...
i want holiday~~
i want shopping~~
i want yam-cha~~
i want movie~~

无题

2009-10-26T01:21:00.004+08:00

就是想打部落格 -___-
下星期考试了，距离回家的日子更靠近了~
这次还蛮期待回家的！！！
我要SHOPPING，我要LIM TEH
我要旅行~~四处跑！！！我的强项XD
突然很想感性的打文章
但是却没有主题~~~
这个星期除了星期二以外
就是整天窝在房间里
好懒惰，好无聊
有什么我可以做的吗？
除了读书？！！！
刚才和林泽同学小聊了一番
跟他讲话就是爽
没有距离的聊天~~嘿嘿
也许上天赐给我一个这么好的朋友
好想念以前的生活
还有你即将毕业啦！！我也快毕业了！！
我们很快又可以回到从前了吗？？
大象啊大象，你都不回来了吗？？
还会有4人行吗？！
以前4人行，回想起还真温馨~~
虽然某人常常阻止我，嘿嘿嘿
我才没有笨到什么都没有了！！
我没有了你~~但我有一群与我共同进退的朋友~~
你，也没什么了不起啦
EXCUSE ME
you may just ignore me!!!
got 2 choice for you...
1 is block another is just accept
why?! do wrong thing? scare ppl saw?!
oh nolor y so coward ady?!
well，last time to mention
its nothing anymore where you means to me
放心我不会对你再有什么一丝的希望啦

*最好你看到！！！我就是要糗你 *

LOL 离题，别管他的
现在接近2点钟了
老鼠还没出现
HOR一定是去玩了~~
还真是想你！！
又不可以SMS你
好无聊啊！！！
今天温习进展超级慢
怎么办？！
我头脑生锈了
了解那个死鬼graph
一整天，现在总算被解码
huhuhu考题你一定要让我会做
不然我一天的研究不就白费了吗
这学期要拼命点
把分数提高！！
那个死人狮子头
每天不懂在爱现什么
啰里啰唆
你很烦叻！！！
我一定要尬上你！！
所以我不可以懒惰-___-
要勤劳的温习
要让你停止你的理论
不用这么讲究k
你以为每个人都像你这么注重吗
你应该也体谅其他人吧
你操你的事啦~~~~
shhh够了，好像泼妇骂街似的
每次提到这个人心还真的火叻~~
很迟了，我那部超级扣人心弦的戏剧
PPS应该POST上了吧~~~
唉，我室友都不去洗澡
傻什么每天凌晨洗澡，洗衣
是啦无关我事
可是也好歹照顾自己的身体吧
我可以不可以很卖鱼
就抢完线叻？？
不管啦~~~

我要看《下一站，幸福》啦
掰掰~~~~

祝考试的朋友一切顺利~~~加油~~~

唉，一点感性的话都没有~~
哈哈哈 ^v^

another busy week~~

2009-10-19T13:39:00.007+08:00

Oh finally its time to update my blog here~~

Hehe sorry im very busy for the last whole week

3^rd year study really is so tired

Full with presentation and assignment

Finally majority has pass

Its time to start my revision

Screw and score good results

God bless me!!

I ll try harder dis sem

Quite satisfied with my presentation

N the important point is

I nvr feel nervous when presenting

Hope next sem I ll same as this presentation

As smooth with no problems questioning by examiner~~

Yea ^^

Thursday (15/11/09)

My dear senior roommate ----catherine visit me again in Labuan

So happy to b with her

The day after class

I go airport fetch her

After that v have our seafood dinner

Tat day ate many thing le

SEAFOOD+ DURIAN+ DOUGHNUT

Crazy yea!!! XD

Tat day v “ma pou” n talking the whole night

Oh yea that night had blackout near 5 hours

Luckily dint feel so hot….

If not feel so sorry to her~~~

Friday having my last ICF lecture class 4 dis sem

Wow I wish to escape fr this…is the time now!!!

Back to the lonely night again

The whole day feel tired, sleepy n moody

Dun feel to talk....=/

Saturday my roommate come back to me again

Haha den v go town have our pizza..

V go avon oh no spend many again

After finish bought those chocolate

V go pack KFC back hostel n

LOL buy some beer back hostel

Aiks nobody can drink wit me besides her

So siennzz to have the current one

Childish, boring, alwys act pro n irritated!!!

After tat v chit chat a lot again

Then she talked until asleep -__-

Sunday morning…

I awake her again

Bcos she gonna back to kk again

Im so stupid le…I asleep ady after she wake up

Sorry my dear Catherine

Its really happy to be with u!!!

But I noe there ll dun hav any chance again

I ll nvr 4get this few day~~

Miss u a lot =))

happy moment pass so fast!!! its time to screw to final

after final i ll b back again to klang

excited >.<

-AWAITING SPRING SAY HIE TO ME-

fast fast fast

2009-10-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

finally finish carrier week...
omg everyday got to wake up early
go the super duper boring talk...
just bcos to SIGN haiz...
but got 2 talk is useful!!
which is"attitude n grooming" n "table dinner"
the attractive one!!

dis week ll b a very busy week...
hope everything go smooth
after dis week is really release all the stress
n say bye bye to the minor course assignment again!!!
left the last 2 assignment den its final again
aiks...wish i would still maintain on 3.5 above
GOD BLESS ME!!!!!
yea yesterday is mooncake festival
celebrate wit some university friends
first time visit to TANJUNG ARU in Labuan
but not tat good ahahaa
bcos serivce is low quality
n the food is quite expensive
u noe 1kg of prawn need RM60 OMG how come so exp
suppose is very cheap man~~ -__-
instead of missed my Miri trip but i enjoy with my friend too
not a lonely mooncake festival yeah ^^
next year i ll b back to my lovely land again
i can celebrate with my deary friend again n family too!!!
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ops...its time to concentrate on my e-com web page design
wish tat i would got sumthing new later with exploring myself
ahahahaa
chaozzz

pic of the week =)

我从来没有那么不开心过

2009-09-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

天气闷热
所以我的心情一样的闷
一早还不错的
但是被室友的闹钟吵醒
但是她竟然一点反应都没有
真是无言。。。
我承认我很容易被吵醒
这几个月里
我可以说差不多天天被吵醒
讨厌！！！！！
下午上了课
遭殃我的组的猪非常聪明
抄功课一流！！
老师要我们给她合理的解释
不然这科就会被挡掉
OMG 什么X啦
好这是一件事
上完课就回宿舍
因为晚上有补课
就睡个午觉咯
怎知一直被吵醒
结果CLASS CANCEL
好就起身因为已经很气了
怎么睡得着呢
过了几分钟
A小姐敲门告诉我CLASS CANCEL
我就说：‘我懂啊！’
A小姐突然说了一句我听了超级不爽的话
‘噢，你懂啦，不用跟A小姐讲啦，B小姐打包了，你吃自己拉！！’
我当时简直火滚
她一关门我就很大声地说“妈的！我又没有欠你啦！什么态度！！！！
我到现在都很不爽咯！！！！
你要LAN C 去旁边一点
而不是在我前面！！不知情者不要随便讲！！
那又不看B小姐SMS我叻？
我一知道了就第一时间SMS她了咯
B小姐还敢喜欢我的STATUS
无言！！！！！！
今晚我终于拿到那个笨组的联络电话
而且他们还约好开会
没有通知我！！气死我了
这个学期快结束吧！！！！
我想念家了！！！
快点快点我要回家！！！！
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
HATEEEEEE EVERYTHINGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FED UP WIT EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OCTOBER BEGIN!!!!
bring me luck n fun!!!
n JOY too!!!!!!!!!!!

BROKE DOWN INTO THE HELL AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-23T02:53:00.001+08:00

i not wish to recall back anything
but then after the one year
i crying lik hell 2niteeee
there is no reason whyyyy
my tears drop again n again
mayb im strong in front of others
they ll nvr noe how hurt when u leave me
n abandon me just lik tat
n giv me the bull shit excuse
who r u?!!
i feel i really hate u
bcos of u break all the promise?!
bcos u dun face the truth?!
bcos of what can u tell me?!
can u tell me again wit a clearly stated situation
can u jz disappear fr my memories
2nite i being refuse him
bcos of you?
bcos of disappointed wit the words?
bcos of the passt??
I DUNNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
struggling n frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!
u drive me crazy again
please stop ! dont appearin my life again
is lik wat i say
im the planner for the game
at the last i ll be the winner without YOU!!~~~
do u all understand
he is jz the EX-
plz nvr mentioned him in front of me again
i HATE you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i HATE youuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry ( ***** )
i know u care wit me now~~~
i know i needs ur care too
n i agree wit ur words jz now too!!
this is not the right time n right place
jz maintain what r v now
yet i ll step into the game after it totally clear
bcos i 1na b fair to u
dun 1na hurt anyone
as lik wat u giv me too
my heart stil in recovering
bcos its really break into the small pieces
where i got to stick it up slowly
i also wish tat i can celebrate birthday wit u
its a special day too
but i cannot make it
wait for me!!!
pull me up from the HELLLL

我心深处的“爽”与“悲”

2009-09-21T21:35:00.005+08:00

刚开完网上会议
这一组还真令人头发扒痒
会议一开始我始终没有出声
因为我是其中的成员就让我们的组长委任我们
其中因为某些原因我们得解释为什么的
有两个人就七嘴八舌讲个不停
我当时只是觉得WAKAO你们还这么幼稚哦
我终于忍不住给了他们个下马威
哈哈哈当时的被认同还真好
喂，都什么时候了还在乱
好得也想个齐全的方法解决吧
终于我的理智还是胜过了你们的幼稚
我不是要挖苦你们啦
请用脑袋一点好不好
好啦全部解决了
合作愉快咯~~~=）
待会儿就搞定它！！呵呵

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今天还蛮开心的一早就下城市
然后买了红酒
然后去拿家人寄给我的食物
超开心的~~~
好久好久没收到包裹咯^^
有中秋月饼好怀念中秋夜的聚会
没关系明年我就可以参与咯
待会就有炫耀的照片啦！！哈哈哈=P

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悲吗？我是不知道为何总是答不出这个问题
我还想念你吗？
还好吧不会故意的想起你
忘了你吗？
也还好不是故意忘了你
就是还会一点点的想念
但是我也很清楚知道自己应该用什么身份来面对你
悲哀哦~~~ 我可以很确定的知道为什么吗
距离与信任有什么关联呢?
也没什么啦
对我来说一切已经不重要了
因为我觉得已经可以容纳另一个人
跟我分担与讨论
可是呢我还是需要一些时间
去探讨与摸索这个人
因为你已经走入我的心
我怕你吗
还真有点怕……
只是我都不承认嘻嘻
Love Game begin~~

this is talap....a type of fruit in Sabah~~~ nice o hehehehe

everyone is back but me......

2009-09-14T03:00:00.002+08:00

arghhh looking on everyone back home
but me...got to stay at labuan
hiding inside the room
looking at stupid assignment
hate it!!!!!
i hate my minor course assignment
y should follow the name list
y should the lecturer help their race
y should v accept of this such unfair treat
haizzz....i jz can b patient
jz 1 more sem tehn everything ll b end!!!
i wish i can bac home =/
even not really very miss home....
but the life here really suck
got to pretend as another person
got to b hardworking
got to b facing the walls when in boring
no shopping no movie
even window shopping i really enjoy too hehe
hope there is sumthing special n unpredictable
as lik wat jim told me yesterday....
sumone gonna giv me surprise n unpredictable?
but the location i dun wish to go....
goat ll nvr fall into the tiger mouth easily hahaha
n isnt that got ppl waiting u is a good chance
y should wait but not jz go ahead
i prefer go ahead.....jz do followed by heart....
lol 2day i not really got mood to chat wit him
mayb im tired...im stress about on the ERD quite complicated man!!
looking on " secret diary of a call girl"
prostitute also hav their own life the isnt wanna do so sumtimes
its interesting to look on those customer y they need sex
ahaaa but if u r not really 18 dun watch it
i got no idea on those guy who interest on girl is jz bcos of sex
jz f*ck off from my life if u are!!!
its time to hit to bed
2moro got to go town....wish not to spend much hehe
GOD BLESS ME!! if not i ll broke muahaha

本小姐现在一肚子气！！！！！

2009-09-10T00:52:00.002+08:00

aafhsadhfihsdalifhldsa fhdsahfhdsa;ifasd
fdsakjfhvdjksahglkjdshlkjghldshgvas
!@#$%^&*()_
IM NOT LOOK DOWN ON YOU ALL
IS THE REALITY SHOW TAT U ALL R JUZ STUPID ENOUGH
STUDY FOR THE WHOLE 10 YEARS
EVEN A SINGLE PIECE OF WORD U ALL ALSO CANNOT DO
I REALLY DUNO 1NA GIV U ALL WAT RESPOND
DUN THINK THE GOVERNMENT LL JZ FEED U
I HATE YOU ALL
TOTALLY F*CK HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY DREAMS GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE RESPECT TO OTHERS ALL THE TIME
U PUASA IS UR OWN BUSINESS LAA
WAT TO DO WIT US
V STIL NEED TO SLEEP NOT JUZ GOT U DIS 1 ASSIGNMENT
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKK

DUMP BOY??!!

2009-09-06T14:19:00.003+08:00

I not really 1na say about him laa
jz i duno y everyone lik to talk him to me
i got no idea~~~
hey v d break up so long time
its jz a past n the history laaa
i rmb there r quite many ppl ask me about
" Why you would choose this type of guy as ur bf?"
HUH!!!!! izzit that u r too bad or??!
yesterday rich tauke say again
" pretty girl like u y like to dump boy ....."
ps:i dint admit im pretty girl laa hahaha is they say so....(muahahha)
at that time i really got wordless
WHAT!!!! everyone is disagree that im wit u for the last few years
jz saw a MV sing by 张敬轩 HURT SO BAD
the girl talk one phrase....
i think tats correct....
难道你以为只看外表而没看内心的吗?
mayb everyone is jz the outsider
no one ll really understand about you
i jz can say so~~
however.....its jz past tense
hehe i ll b here bless for u
u arent dump boy for me~~~
*有时想想这个问题还真的有点暗爽，因为大家都说你不配LOL*(devil face)

yesterday got quiz~~~hehe do until quite happy
bcos quite easy hope i can score 30/30 n get full mark 20%
den i got an A hope for dis sem....
okie its time to do my assignment again after rest for sum day
GAMBATE!!! holiday coming soon.....
wahahaa got so many holiday lee.... XD

OH yaa yesterday called back home~~~
its so sweet~~~ the home is the safety n warm place 4 me 4eve!!!
i love everyone!!!!!!!!!! muacks

为八月画上休止符

2009-08-31T02:26:00.002+08:00

31.8.2009 对我来说没什么特别
可是也证明了是我在纳闽度过最后的国庆日
也许现在我的朋友还在狂欢
也许在会周公
也许在赶功课
也许在煲粥
也许在吃夜宵
而我却什么都不想做
就打打部落格好了！
时间过得还真快啊，我就快毕业了
开始有点担心以后的路会是怎样
当然我想赚很多很多的钱
但是我要如何经营我的将来才能保证这一切呢
赚钱对我家来说
就是重点！谁赚得多就谁掌权
哈哈我才不想掌什么权啦
毕竟我是女的，就在我能力之下
可以让我家人过得更好的
我当然愿意付出
这二十二年我也是因为他们而好好的，活生生的
说真的那天晚上我还留了不少眼泪
可以这么说，我离开了家那么久
从来没有那天晚上的彷徨，无助
原来我也这么爱我的家人哦！！
我还以为我每天那么任性霸道不礼貌
OPS太坏了~~~呵呵
有时还真的感到抱歉
你又懂啦
我才不会说出那么露骨的话
我总是那么的潇洒~~~对不起嘛
有时真的一时口快 -_-
今年呢怎样度过啊。。。。
就是洗澡度过的吧！！
还有今天读的一片文章作废了
真是笨啊！！为何每次都那么冲动。。。
我那懒惰的心态哈哈还要人家帮我做功课
太懒了吧我这个黄诗薇！！！
黄诗薇黄诗薇黄诗薇
好久没听到这个名字啦
因为大学同学都不会酱叫我
酱叫我就好像很奇怪。。。。
好想念回家的日子
虽然还有很久
因为累了，想停一停，充充电
也好久没用华语了
有什么事我很久没做啦？？
煲粥吧。。。谈恋爱。。。
旅行。。。狂欢。。。
喝酒。。。跳舞。。。
唱歌。。。
说真的还有点憧憬
不过还是有点害怕
可能我真的很受伤
因为我的爱换来了冷漠与无情的结束
刚才还依稀闪了他的画面
还记得五年前热恋中
他连国庆日都会跟我祝贺
结果呢到最后的情人节和我的生日
什么都没有！！！！
这叫什么？！
现实啊，男人男人我才不是想讽刺什么
这就是最真实的你们吧~~~~
不要告诉一个人你有多爱而是以行动
难道你不知道听久了
就只有麻木与讽刺吗
说太多了。。。。
我只可以说你是我生命里最重要最闪烁的过客
从你说出分手的那刻起，我已经知道你永远不会回来了
只是我有够笨，自欺欺人，对吧？？
这几天还真闷~~~
我觉得我真的不可以接受一个那样的男人
虽然我还蛮喜欢酱的他
就是不可以咯也没什么理由
也许猴子说得对吧
我心里的那个障碍还未被解开
爱一个人你不会要求什么
爱一人你就不会嫌三嫌四
爱一人你会包容他
爱一人你就会无条件付出
而这些我一项都没有
也许我也闷得太久
只是需要一个人陪我疼我
还是随缘吧~~~~勉强没幸福啊！！！
好咯。。。。应该画上休止符
继续我的功课~~~~~GO！！！
九月我来啦~~~~~~~~~~~~

Assignment Month~~ tangiable, horrible n vegetable XD

2009-08-28T17:57:00.004+08:00

OH NO!!! last two month stil passing my life great
enjoy wit FB~~ DRAMA~~ MOVIE~~ MSN
but start from dis week
the NIGHTMARE begin~~~
actually im very sleepy now >.<
suppose 2day i got no class den i can hide in hostel the whole day
but bcos of some meeting
haiz i got to go sch...
weeeiiii really hate meeting wasting time loooo
aiks i got no comment
i got to do so~~bcos they r not my fren
i cannot jz refuse n do so -_-
here is my list of assignment
LIST: IM group, IFRM group, AFE group, IT group, IFRM individual, IT individual stil got 3 subject haven given @@ OMG izzit terrible.......................
hope i can settle all ASAP den i might enjoy my OCT...
stil got 13 week to back to my lovely land again
ouchh stil so long time 1??

ohh sumthing 1na share here...
those who r free...
u might go n watch this drama
BLACK&WHITE by taiwan actors...
at first i tot it jz a love story but
its a story regarding the bribery of a country by those top representative
quite nice!!! is dis movie drive me crazy
n i alwys sleep at the 5am morning -.-
i jz can giv 2 THUMB UP for this drama
its successful really!!! not bcos of the actor handsome enough
but its really saw tat every1 pay the most affect in their role

last few day jz playing webcam with him~~
so happy n so funny....
i really love the way v talk...
without any pressure...
hehe hope ur post ll b arrive very soon =)
its so warm to have you right in this moment....
missx u

okie~its time to cook!!!
hohohoho
GO!!! after done all the assignment
its time to hav a great MIRI TRIP~~~~
yea excited ^-^

莫名的忧虑

2009-08-24T01:39:00.002+08:00

晴天霹雳，谁说我家藏毒！！
他妈的，真是的不是要我酱骂人
这什么烂理由啊。。。
神啊，保佑我的家人平平安安啊
突然好想家哦~~
莫名的无助。。。。T—T

damnit, y i miss you

2009-08-18T01:14:00.005+08:00

its a moody day again~~
bad luck~~ when a person in a bad luck
nvr got something good happen
dis is true!!!
hope 2moro ll b settle all the thing
i can start do my revision
i dun1 regret at last.....
many thing happen
i cant get print service with climb upstairs 3 time
tmnet n maybank haven solve my problem
while bathing i got scalded
i duno wat happen wit me~~~
God bless me plz
i miss him now laa how...
the first day he sleep so early dint acc me=.=
somehow i noe there ll b ntg happen
no miracle no hope
quite hurt to heard tat word
mayb the way i answering is too lousy
quite miss his voice after hang up the phone tat nitez
i lik the way v talk...u really make me feel hot keke
anyway good9 babe sweet dream muakz
i MISS you~~~

jz now hav a little cry...
i angry wit myself...
i envy to others...
i hope there is he besides me
i need a HUG, some CAREZ, n a little bit of LOVE

yes had create another new playlist hope u lik it

sem break

2009-08-13T20:39:00.004+08:00

waa time really pass fast dis sem...
start from 2moro ll is my mid sem holiday looo
got many assignment to rush again
hope to done it fast dis sem ASAP
den got to start study hard
i cant get my first class anymore
but i muz get my dean list
test test test...
arghhh muz score it~~~~

2day is a his bday, i greet him
n i realize tat im not tat stubborn to it
i think time really prove everything
wish u hav a happy bday n great celebration~
all the best to you =)

last few day i really moody...damn it
i duno y she alwys do so...
jz now im taking nap after my dinner
LOL i noe ll b fat but im too tired man
but i got awake by her
aiks i got wordless
y u cannot close up the door
brushing sound is very very very very irritate
i really dun understand lo
dis few day i very early bath...
so she ll faster go bath also
WTF laaa
dis week holiday dun force me
if not u ll kena !@#$%^&*()
aiks really make my EQ turn down
plz think ppl's feeling le....

H A P P Y . H O L I D A Y ! ! !

7 august 2009 only once in your life

2009-08-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

On August 7, 2009 at 12hr 34min 56sec,

the time and date will be 12:34:56 07/08/09 -

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This will never happen in your life again!!!!

This is quite hot topic for this few days...
thinking wat to do wit this so special numbered second...
however
me- NG SHY WEI ll only pass this second wit my BULLSHIT assignment
i need a breath...i cant breath!!!!!!
where is my angel baby~~~~
i NEED you!!!

AUGUST i got to hate u or appreciate u?!

2009-08-02T17:57:00.002+08:00

y i say so...
one year b4 mayb i ll wishing sumthing special happen
but now i hope everything gonna stop
i start my love at this month somehow
i end it on this month too
not really tat i haven 4get bout it
but it ll bcome my memory 4ver
dun blame on me tat im really missing him
actually i really think b4
izzit i really so in love with him
mayb?!
but i jz can say im d used to b with him for the last 4 year
even how i d used wit single life for this 1 year
single not really bad actually
the most bad thing nobody sharing at the every moment
mayb i jz can express myself here
but i not really enjoy for this 1 year
i hope the next year i ll bcome a happy 1
mayb very soon ll get another him
haha not really
mayb im stil turning around n seeking the best 1
try to asking myself long lasting relationship izzit my target
not really...bcos i ever involve but i get hurt badly
BUT
i not really needed you anymore
u r jz my friend the person who noe me the most
its seems lik u wont going to share anything wit me anymore
jz stop our connection
i not really lik the relationship btw us for this year
u think tat u owing me?!
not really im tired to talk about tat
n plz next time when u found ur HER
plz make sure tat every promise u make is achievable
u make me damn disappointed actually
anyway u r the best passenger in my life
n i gain a lot of experience from u
n i learn a lot from u
thx 4 ur helping all the time when im confused or anything else
mayb u saw this or not
i jz to say ALL THE BEST for you for ur future
u can jz ignore me
im understanding bout u too much
lastly earlier wish u hav a happy birthday
say BYE to everything
this is the time i wait for you 1 year
not im stupid ok
muahahaa no need explain too much its jz over

GAME OVER for me and you (CL)

~THE END~
*****************************************************************

moody late night

2009-07-27T01:02:00.002+08:00

argghhh....
i hate this feeling
freaking hate!!
dis few day less chatting
but den i felt v totally from a diff world
i really noe wat i want rite now
you totally cant giv me anything wat i wan
but somehow i noe there is sumthing to u
i gonna stop it up
psshh off ~~
run away from you
b myself back
i hate you evaluate me
dun simply evaluate me!!!
im who im
nobody would changed me up....

100 posts

2009-07-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

第一百篇了，当中的欢乐悲伤都必须抹去
又是新的开始
这几天就是很累啊，可是每当我闭上眼睛想睡觉的时候
就睡不着。。。可能我真的太习惯了有他的短讯
我也知道我在等，我就是自私！
就算我知道我不会选择他，还是想暂时占有
酱又让我想了一个很真实的问题
人们啊，你问过自己奢求什么样的爱
以前最纯朴的爱，淡淡的爱就是那回忆的初恋
接着随着年龄的增长，也许你就想换个更重口味的
让你对未来的憧憬，怎样创造呢？
我也自问过自己我奢求什么样的恋爱
说真的有点想不通
你问我忘了吗？可以这样说啦
再问我想念吗？还是有点想念
因为发生过的事就像把铁钉钉上木柴，会不留痕迹吗
就好比戏院里的他和他就完全不一样啦
我真的很背，每次看戏一定会遇上一些爱踢椅子
或是跑来跑去的小孩，很烦咯
结果呢我还是觉得他少了一点东西
不是我希望的样子
而且他的目标是有点短浅拉
不是我要求什么，是因为我要的都不是那些。。。
还是随缘吧~~~

超级讨厌现在的学校
什么都没有
水又没有，巴士票又删减
上课每天就快窒息了
什么烂学校啊，大学政府大学
像粪啦表面风光
实地里空窍一个
大家就想难民，我们就住在
“难民岛”
快点过去！！！！！

miss you =)

3rd year begin~!

2009-07-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

back so early for what?!
hate it...i suppose not to change my flight ticket
wth...back here got no water supply all the day
only at night
luckily i can hav a nice bath b4 i sleep
if not i gonna b crazy yaa
new life...new housemate n new roommate
bored man!!! wordless
i dun lik the life now
eventhough i got roommate but she alwys not in room
if catherine beside me how good is tat
v share many thing
eventhough tat time im single as now also
but i wont feel boring at all
now i gonna find a ppl talk to me also very hard
wth life rite now
hope next week start class im busy enough
n tired enough
n i sleep the whole day n night wont feel bored
n i 1na get back my streamyx ASAP
bcos i d pay tat for 2month without using wehhh
i hate my junior housemate
not bcos im selfish or wat
hey think of others laaa
early in the morning wash the clothes
make ppl 9am dun hav water use d
u got bring brain come or not
plz think of others
they also the same
swimming around in a same sea k
aiks
hope everything gone soon
i missss my holiday
even also boring but at least there stil sum1 can acc me
jz ring a call den yam cha
but here
suck laaaaa
faster past 3rd year den im graduate back to my lovely land again
okie can bath now the stupid fellow finish wash their stupid clothes
grhhh angry =/ =/ =/

bye everyone

2009-07-07T21:49:00.003+08:00

later 5.30am got to leave my lovely land again
hmm i think i d used tat
mayb dun hav special one i cant bear
i stil rmb every single moment wit him at the airport
i miss tat kiss XD
a second kiss but including everything
aiks ok preparing mood to study after 2 month holiday
accept new roommate...i think ll b ok
bcos she is so special for me...
took a nice pic wit cousin
so warm n happy bcos he smile =)
i everyday hug him but i got to leave here
mayb next sem i back home he noe walk d
later mayb Mc-d wit Jim...
hope so laa but i start to feel sleepy lol
back there i got no water supply
arghhh 3 month
how can survive
i gonna crazy to plan wat to wear,eat n wash
underwear my frenz said plz buy paper 1
walao OMG crazy man!!!!
jz took a quiz at facebook
showed tat im 100% good wife laa
unbelievable if im so good y got ppl cannot trust on me
oklar show u the pic...
so nice yaaa ^^

oh no last week holiday in KLANG

2009-07-03T14:53:00.002+08:00

JULY begin...
means i got to back to labuan again
sob sob
wat ll it b for dis new sem n new year
izzit everything ll change? or remain?
shy wei as wat in everyone in ur heart
mostly is an arrogant girl
i really try my best
im wordless to hear tat describe me
hey frenz who noe me
m i arrogant at all?!
i think im crazy enough weh...
who else would understand me how sad m I to heard tat
anyway i got ntg to show off to u all
im jz simple n normal as u all
desire wat u all wish to get
yes!! last year to stay at labuan
n last year to touch on study
dun said i ll regret after study
i noe tat but i really need a rest
im TIRED u noe...
read...study....jz to get a piece of degree paper
wat it would be after this year
don't i got to start planning?!
how could i get a car...camera...cash...no condo laa
haha XD

aiks actually im not in a good mood now weh
bcos of his words...
i feels hurt but i got no idea y im so hurt
mayb i wish he wont say this such word to me
or i start to care bout tat
arghh should be ntg
calm down n locked up myself
everything gonna passss n peace when im back to labuan
n i ll b continue wit my single life again
single single n single lady =p

哭

2009-07-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

当女人哭的时候

男人应该做些什么呢？

安慰？递纸巾？

还是转头不理？

女人最脆弱的时候莫过于哭的时候

不难过不伤心难道就会无缘无故哭出来？

每当不开心时

最需要身边的人安慰

嘴巴说要一个人静一静

其实是在给自己找个借口离开是非地

当真正一个人的时候

才是最难过最无助的时候

如果男人理解女人的心态

就不会让女人哭

也不会让她一个人离去

女人第一次为男人哭也许是太爱对方

第2次也许是太伤心

第3次也许是太难过

第4次也许是太失望

第5次。。。第6次。。。

也许已经心碎了

男人何必让女人不停的痛哭？

难道女人的眼泪就一文不值？

我想女人最难过的不是哭的时候

而是在哭的当时还被自己深爱的男人冷落

不安慰！不递纸巾！发脾气！

甚至转头马上离开！

这种感觉

我想应该是活生生的把心脏挖出来还插了一刀

不是男朋友的男朋友

2009-06-26T14:15:00.002+08:00

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，

还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，

你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，

对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，

而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，

你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，

对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，

你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，

心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，

你会尽你所能的帮他，

不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，

你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，

但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，

心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，

很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，

但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，

总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，

彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，

你还是知道，

他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，

当他那个特别的朋友，

有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，

都因为一厢情愿，

最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，

可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，

如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，

这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，

表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，

要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，

你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好

a nice passage sharing with you =)

感触篇----童年的呼唤

2009-06-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

刚才打着网路游戏
突然电话响起
是陈老师
她告诉我某电台播着我们的CD
《童年的呼唤》
很自然的马上打开收音机
哈哈今天我的收音机终于为我服务
因为有了电脑都不会想到收音机
好，一听是“鳟鱼”这首歌
以前以前的每一首歌
真的很好听，因为每当练习时
老师就会比喻与讲述歌的内容
每一首哦！！听着听着开始回想了一切
想着我们的演唱会，比赛
还有生活营实在令人莞尔与怀念
虽然有瑕疵，但是这样的童声
令大家感叹，如果时间停留是多美好
如果大家聚在一起又会是怎样
很多很多的团员都离开了
但是我相信大家再次听到
是会起鸡皮疙瘩---感动的！！
听到很多歌如：春天就是我，铃兰
song of the starry night
经典哈哈！！因为还记得我们为了演唱会
学习玩灯，营造星星的气氛
真好玩！还记得那时的我因该只有五年级吧
现在我已经是个大学生了
感叹光阴的流逝啊！
刚刚主持人也说到合唱再也不是站在那里唱
可以很生动地唱。。。我想这也是老师开始带动我们的
让人觉得合唱不再是唱也可以跳
多姿多彩，谁会不被吸引呢？？
最后我很想说
合唱团没有个人英雄，只有我们坚韧不朽的默契与合作
大家就是一个团体，谁也不能没有谁
老师，辛苦你了！！谢谢你给我们这么美好的回忆
我们永远爱你！！！ =）

entertain me ba!~

2009-06-17T02:50:00.002+08:00

im bored wit my life
suck life
i hope i can b a play girl
but everytime i 1na do so
i ll jz stop it
think 4 others ppl
not to hurt them
i admit i not dare to fall in love
bcos i noe i still waiting
even i noe it jz passing a lonely time
im waiting 4 u
dont u noe?!
i just wanna be with u
but the reason is
the SCAR nvr gone from
w a i t i n g
i jz can do this
im fooling myself around
dont u?!

outing wit primary school frenz

2009-06-14T22:47:00.005+08:00

i love dis picture hee =)

snap myself b4 outing =p

yea dis is us!!!

wow im damn busy dis week LOL
everyday went out wit diff person
2day outing wit lenny n wen pin
hoho long time no see to this guy
stil a shy shy guy
but he stil got abit humor laa
actually ntg special eh jz walk around
n have lunch 2gether...
anyway im not bored
i enjoy every moment =)

情调餐厅 FULL HOUSE

2009-06-13T15:59:00.007+08:00

好久好久都没去过类似的餐厅了
应该接近１０个月了吧
那种感觉很自由，无忧无虑又写意
是以一部韩国偶像剧《浪漫满屋》作为主题
给人很温馨的感觉
创办人啊年轻，很棒吧！
为什么会去这个地方呢？
因为论坛聚会啦虽然有点闷，可是还过意得去
拍了一些照片希望可以和大家分享
有机会可以去这里享受一下下 =)

I think i really cant accept

2009-06-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

a First date with him..
yea i admit tat when i stand beside him
i felt tat i not fair enough
im not his dream girl or anything else...
i felt very pressure eh
i dun lik dis feeling
he feel very relax but i not really feel tat
mayb his phone non stop ringing
i tot ll b very tense BUT totally not
i jz treat him as my fren
abit close but stil guessing wat he think
n wat he share wit me
i felt tat suppose not to be lik that
it doesnt matter
at least i know a new fren
i noe there hav sumbody ll stil can support me n caring me
however i stil wish tat he may acc me
m i too greedy of tat
i love ur smile is so cute =)

心动

2009-06-02T17:43:00.001+08:00

好久好久都没这种感觉了
这感觉真好
吊别人的隐
似有似无
原来我已渐渐离开了没有你的生活
无聊时我也不是想你了
to let go or to be continue??
hee =p

剪发记&云顶一日游

2009-05-19T20:12:00.006+08:00

5月17日

接近一年没剪发了，还记得上一次剪发是因为某人
这次当然不是啦，剪发也真麻烦
不知要怎样剪，到最后也不知好不好看
所以真麻烦！！

5月18日
今天与弟弟还有函一起上云顶找朋友，ABBY
上去的途中就有点危险和冒险啦。。。
但还是成功到达云顶
也要奉劝女生不要一个人搭巴士去云顶
很危险哦！！
到达时间十一点。。。马上就展开疯狂大战
好久没玩游乐园的游戏
一开始是有点废啦。。。
因为刺激的游戏都关闭
“显”透了。。。
这天云顶变成了印度乐园@@
超多印度人的。。。幸好他们也很快离去
我们就没项游戏尽量玩透
真开心，一点烦恼都没有
最好每天都那么无忧无虑
回去也是很惊险啦。。。
环境真复杂，看见一些很老又走不动的老人
还去云顶死赌烂赌
衣着也令人看了心酸
酱就结束了一切
真的开始要找工作打工了！！
因为穷背了XD

H O L I D A Y

2009-05-13T01:48:00.003+08:00

Wow back to Klang again...dis holiday ll b lasting 4 for 2 month loo...
haha mid night ntg do den jz finish drink a cup of green coffee
stil awake n snapping picture in the room
time passing fast...means im 3rd year now...
my last year for study
i ll nvr study again if it allow
start to plan for the future..
anyway hope it ll b fine later..

erm last few day im quite down
mayb i heard some1 talking bad word behind me
n im totally not tat type of ppl
haiz i cant do anything
jz let it be...
i no need to care how ppl look at me
dun ever challenge me if r not my opponent
i nvr take my result to show off
if i do so i ll show u i ll get 4.0
but im not OK
n plz laa dun ever say me im arrogant
c u all stupid's face
isnt show any respond to me???
n giv urself to think
mayb im quiet all the time
but i use my eyes n heart to feel it
u all totally is jz a wild animal
in front girl a face n in front guy another stupid face
wat for u all being so good to guy?
bcos u all r too horny
im sorry to say so but dis is wat i feel
i friend or dun friend also not ur business
u all jz a passenger in my life
i not need to look at ur face to go through my life
tat me!! who m I
im civy laa...alwys de person who walk alone in campus
n alwys keep quiet n arrogant to u all
SO WHAT???
n plz if u feel not satisfied or anything
straight to the point n point out me
not at backside say den in front lik a shit
wahahaha devil face showing out
bcos im really hate all of de girl in my course
all is LAME CHOP

im happy wit my life
n nvr interrupts me
dun bother it
i should enjoy my 2 month holiday now
n everything ll b pass
i ll having a new life in de coming days
g9~~

心底里的奔溃

2009-05-02T01:47:00.003+08:00

今天我无意间发现照片不见了!!
一直找直至找，可是完全没有存档
我再一次奔溃了!
眼泪莫名地为他而哭
最后的回忆也完全毁灭了
也许老天就是这么安排
回忆的证据消失
记忆里就不会存在吗？
我多么的想再一次挽回你
我恨自己为什么不可以踏出第一步
到底我们心里依然牵挂吗
我只知道你就是太阳，给我最温暖的拥抱
你可以再次做我的那个太阳吗

刚刚做了一个心理测验
我想着谁
对我就是想着你
测试结果

不能在一起的人

他/她的味道總在四周遊蕩...想念得好像溶進血液裡... 好吧，請由今天在月曆上寫下︰『放開別人，放開自己』別讓眼淚白流。好好愛自己，別人才懂愛你。

爱自己太难了，因为我曾经真的想过那样

i miss you my only dear~

自习韩文，感觉不错

2009-04-28T22:59:00.003+08:00

哈哈无聊透了
最近迷上了韩国版流行花园
原因“具俊表”帅爆镜！！！
还以为到底有什么那样迷人
看到他我却觉得言承旭被比下去了
然后又有林老师说这年尾la voce会到韩国去
真想去，但没钱又在考试
去屁啦~~~
刚刚上了YOU TUBE　学了几个韩国重要的 consonant
还不错，有点兴趣
好像比日语还容易得多了
灯！灯！我自己拼的哦！！！
自豪！！哈哈哈哈！！！

가 ga
나 na
다 da
라 ra
마 ma
바 ba
사 sa
아 a
자 ja
차 cha
카 ka
타 ta
파 pa
하 ha

come on v learn Korean 2gether~~~~ whee ^^

FINAL WAR-ing

2009-04-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

Yeah having exam now...
more 2 week i ll going to back my lovely Klang
i miss u~~~
foods, friends, n everything n everything
dis holiday ll b lasting for two month
haiz im POOR now
got to get a job to save my lifes
any1???
dis final exam ar de heart keep thinking 1na go back
n tell my myself
left last year i jz need 2 pass dis year
i finally ll finish and stop study from tat time on
i leave de study life
n i ll hav my new life busy with working
wat it ll b?
n izzit i ll nvr b single anymore
where is him?
jz now ccj ask me go find 1 bf laa
lol i feel wordless...
im thinking wat 2 do wit bf
hurt u or love u?
anything...it jz future
nobody can estimate wat our future
jz do wat u lik n wish to
ops...SS(shocked sendiri)
c my title is war laa but i look lik so happy
feeling excited rite now
i 1na go back i 1na go back n i 1na go back!!!!
tat jz my wish rite now
faster pass laa
i hate to look at dis environment
bcos nowaday dun hav water supply at certain time
too bad!!!
n damn hot...n i 1 delicious food rite now
im swallowing maggie
OMG bought too much need 2 finish it b4 i go back
bcos i going to shift room again
haiz troublesome
dis sem i duno i ll get wat result
i think i nvr care it anymore
bcos it means ntg
first class n second upper is jz a degree
v need 2 expose ourself to every corner to de world
to enhance our knowledge
i need knowledge~~~~
i noe i jz noe a little thing
i ll try my best to involve myself
2day felt tired keep sleep when my brain is blank
i hate HRM....i think is bcos the lecturer
others subject i ll try my best to score
but HRM not...bcos she is so unfair to giv me so low mark
nobody ask me question in presentation
bcos of ur sincerely moody look
hope i wont die hard in HRM
i noe it easy but i got no MOOD
wow 2day typing so long blog
hehe means i got many thing to share laa
haiz feel sleepy again
z z z z z z z z z
oh a little thing share here...
watch dis...even i not really interested bout to JAY
but i think dis is wat his achievement rite now
who else duno who is JAY CHOW
haha~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lh_AwvdrdN8
ok sign off 2day
good luck to everyone who having exam rite now =)
g9 n bye!~~~

求人不如求己

2009-04-13T18:13:00.002+08:00

求人不如求己，倘开胸膛也不是什么错，
口是人家的，否定就是否定，解释就是掩饰，
你也不能多说些什么，善哉善哉

sumtimes i really dislike her attitude
everything she 1na complaint
even a tiny one
dis is bcos she hav many good brothers
protect against her to not get bully
thus she nvr realize that in this world
no one is not selfish
but i really got ntg 2 said im correct
yes if u dun1 jz refuse me
no need 2 force urself
i most dislike ppl talk at behind
n show de lousy face in front wit a fake smile
fake means fake
God bless you~~
sorry is wat i can say...

stupid!!

2009-04-11T01:10:00.001+08:00

y im so stupid!!!! i look at a question for 2 hours...
but i cant get solution
wth happen wit me...
im so STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls heal me.......
in STRESS...
STRUGGLE!!!!!!!!

preparing 4 war again

2009-04-07T22:12:00.004+08:00

war....i hate it... y muz having exam.... everyone ll stare at ur result... how pressure is tat... y cant i jz b normal i hope im de simplest anyway...is time to prepare all my frenz good luck to all of u~~~ take care p/s: after exam meaning tat i have 2 month holiday wahahahahaha XD

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2day outing....buy a set of pearl... its nice =)

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play with photofunia....dis is de pic i get...

dean list night

2009-04-04T20:26:00.008+08:00

this the only program i participate in de school
a meaningful one for my university lifes
ntg much more than tat
dis de only thing i hope i can get every sem
however, yesterday all de top student in school
sharing n joking n bcome talkative
n build a close relation within each others
hee got took many pic
i think my look is jz normal eventhough compare with others
er hem got a big gap...but i think v suppose do wear lik dis
bcos dis is our BIG DAY!!!
haha sharing some photo here....

yes tats all 4 sharing~~~ i look pretty XD

i miss u~

2009-04-01T00:24:00.003+08:00

ishh wat happen to myself
i really dun understand
izzzit is too suffocate 4 u
i think i m wrong
i should let u go
haiz i noe i nvr let go
wat should i do???
pls tell me........
i really misss u~ =/

ll there hav miracle....i also hope tat

HaPpY bDaY tO mYs3Lf

2009-03-25T20:00:00.004+08:00

wow im 22 years old now...
time passing like rocket...
however means tat left 1 more year i ll finish my degree
finally near to end of the study life...
dis year bday same as past...
ntg special...
but i got my roommate,catherine treat me eat sumthing...
Thank you very much...
well....
i received many greeting msg...
feels quite happy bcos some ll still rmb my bday...
i rmb tat on tat nite i cry lik crazy...
i damn miss him suddenly...
but i dun realize tat he d sent me greeting...
i bet him ll nvr sent me anything....BUT
he do it....thanks you!!! :)
i think de feeling is better than last year
i feel so...bcos last year he do ntg 2 me...
smore even dun hav a song...
however...i ll jz appreciate wat i gain now
n to all my frenz, brilliant thanks to u...
i LOVE all of u!!! whee ^^

2009-03-22T03:37:00.005+08:00

saw dis sentence i really shocked...
how meaning r tat
there still many phrase tat i lik
so i can share it....

爱一个人，如此的甜蜜却让人受伤害

放弃一个人，如此的难过又让人心碎

sumtimes many thing out of our control
jz let FAITH, let GOD n let TIME
I trusted that it ll prove everything

闭上嘴，关上耳

2009-03-21T00:36:00.003+08:00

HATE u GUY "DA BO"
da bo no need die meh...
wrong means wrong laa...
told every1 wat i scold u
yalar u totally is a RUBBISH!!!!
give me a piece of SHIT word...
n plz look properly wat i type 2 u b4 told others...
i SAID dun force me say ur work is shit...
u r forcing me ok
n plz laa y im so angry bcos u answer wat 2 me 1st?
everyday u also 1na point out dis RUBBISH word...
ok fine i admit im rude 2 u all...
but wat r de attitude u showing me when doing ur thing n pass up 2 me?
u feel tat 101/100 mark izzit
if im lecturer sorry i giv u -100 ok...
copy all de thing fr text is assignment really BXXXSHIT la
calm down...im not tat type of ppl count so much as u all
anything u not satisfied jz tell me
no need go n promote me everywhere...
i d said SORRY dis is my style la
what u wan again sumtimes serious u should not playing around
after done wat u 1na play also ok...
yak dun waste my energy scold ppl
sleep sleep sleep
hate everything le....
sumtimes emotion control everything
h a i z
so jz shut up mouth n close up ur ears

COMPLICATED!!!

2009-03-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

!@#$%^&*()_+)(*&^%$#@!
WTH Happen nowadays?!!
Can GOD sumtimes b the fair 1
Hard thinking a way 4 helping my roommate
tats the racialism issue occur for the university
how can a student 1na prove herself n got this shit decision
u noe how important r the NAME for 1 ppl
it determine everything n everything
even though u all dislike her or watelse..
can even think bout how her future?
she going to graduate soon n ll go through the social in the corner
teach me how 2 advise her...
im shocked tat she 1na ended herself jz now
but some how is PROUD she nvr do tat
how i going to help her???
wat I can I do 4 her anymore
such a complicated things...
I jz can c her abuse herself rite now...
ROOMMATE im so sorry tat i cant giv u anything
n even a WORDS...
can u stand up 4 urself...
prove everything to them who slander u
BE STRONG PLEASE!!!!
In this world there muz b sumthing worth 4 u to live
jz bcos u haven find it...
i noe how hard to accept it...but pls try
i beg on u...........
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tot tat 2day i can share hapiness here
but it seems the hardest thing 4 me now
i really duno wats going on...
i muz 24 hours looked at her to avoid sumthing happen
so pressure ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
TEACH ME HOW!
HOW HOW HOW HOW N HOWWWWWW????

三月八日-妇女节

2009-03-09T15:01:00.002+08:00

几年前，就是这一天里我竟可能失去我最心爱的妈妈
昨天突然有人说另我毛骨悚然了一会儿
我觉得那是我应该是处在最低潮的时期
那个时候我接近进营完全像快崩溃了
也是那时候体会到没有了妈妈
家里一切乱得团团转
整个就不知怎么啦
每天奔碌来回医院还有分工合作做家务
也记得那时候还是SPM公布成绩的时候
太仓促了
现在妈妈一切平安
感谢老天爷的眷顾
妈妈一定要平安！！！
也在我入营感谢一个人
如果没有他我会不知所措
他那颗满满的爱心其实一直让我很感动
也就是那一盒满满的七彩纸鹤
一切就是他的心血
谢谢你为我的付出
从来没跟你讲过谢谢
虽然你可能也不会来看
但还是一句啦谢谢你的爱，谢谢你的一切和一切
我想我还是一样
应该没有人会填空你在我心里的位子
好啦没有想太多
这就是文字上感性的黄诗薇
我爱你我的家人
我也爱我的朋友
P E A C E =)

I　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｐｉｃｔｕｒｅ

2009-03-08T00:56:00.004+08:00

Ｈｅｈｅ　ｊｚ　ｔｏｏｋ　ａ　ｐｉｃ．．．
ｂｕｔ　ｆａｃｅ　ｌｏｏｋ　ｓｏ　ｔｉｒｅｄ．．．
ｍｕｚ　ｇｏ　ｆａｃｉａｌ　ｄｉｓ　ｃｏｍｉｎｇ　ｈｏｌｉｄａｙ～～
ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｒａｉｎ　ｎｏｗ．．．
ｆｒａｎｋｌｙ　ｈｏｔ　ｎｏｗａｄａｙ！！！
ｎｅｘｔ　ｗｅｅｋ　ｉ　ｈｏｐｅ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｄｏｎｅ　ａｌｌ　ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔ
＊ａｚａ　ａｚａ　ｆｉｇｈｔｉｎｇ＊

This is my name meaning....quite accurate!! =p

2009-03-03T19:29:00.001+08:00

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

存在+七里香

2009-03-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

存在+七里香都是我的情歌
意味着两段不同的恋情
今天突然就想听听这两首歌
听了后回想了很多很多
酸甜苦辣

<存在>
也许是特别的
也许有时还是会想念东
因为他的大量
也因为他的关心
我们就算分开了
他还是会常常播电话给我慰问我,关心我...
不过东却在近几年里发生了很多事
我相信你是辛苦的,你要加油哦!!
但是好久没接到你的电话啦
还真的有点想念
我们永远都会是好朋友!!!

<七里香>
爱情甜蜜期...
他为我而唱,就算嗓音不好
还是依然的美
电脑里一直都存放着8月份记录
我以为我真的可以
可是却依旧的泪流不止
也许他那露骨的几句话
也许他那似有似无的关心
可是现在我也懂他已经忘记了
有时我恨不得问他"你需要这么小器吗"
一切的一切也变了
井水不犯河水
再怎样那已经是回忆
相信和爱是两回事吗?
有谁可以很正确的辨认
也因为你早就离开尔我却原地不动
你变了

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今天听说爱婷出了车祸
也不是什么严重的事啦
就是她的疏忽
听说最近她超背的
就为她祈祷吧
要平安咯　^^
MALI MALI HOME XD

HOUSEMATE is SUCK

2009-02-28T18:27:00.002+08:00

2day is saturday so every week i ll go my frenz room meeting n do our study case...
but den after lunch i back 2 my room do smtg...
den my roommate told me about my housemate...
waaa after i heard tat i really in a fire...
they tot who they are...not bcos u all r M den u is de winner...
i being good 2 u all but dun ever try to disturb me
smore last sem they complaint us very noisy...
i noe tat they r very troublesome...
everything they 1na control..
but den PLEASE LAAA
u all ever think tat others ppl when u making noise every late night?!
den should I go n report u?
n i ever warning u all?
so lastly " I MEMANG PANDAI SGT"
so what?!

如释重负

2009-02-23T21:04:00.004+08:00

丁丁丁，过去忙碌的一星期又过了。。。
还剩大概六星期吧，学期结束然后呢我就可以大声说
我剩最后一年啦！！！时间好快好快
屈指一数我自个儿生活也接近两年
一个人生活是很特别啦，就没有人催你做东西
自由自在，想怎样就怎样，谁才理你叻！
但是在你最难过最无助时
你就会想念家，温暖的家有多好啊！
因为你就是家里长不大的小孩。。。
对，星期五presentation 就有点背啦。。。
情绪化的老师加情绪化的听众
就在短短十分钟内搞定
超夸张的还以为会中抢叻。。。哪知平安得很！
分数就希望不情绪化啦。。。
还有那midterm应该ok啦。。。
不会太难~就酱一个星期又过去了！！！
今天没课，就做温习啊
可是心情有点闷闷的，很懒惰。。。
就手痒啦，真后悔。。。
如果没有那一场争吵，如果没有出现那个八婆
如果没有很多事，这些都会发生吗？
如果没有那封坦诚的信，也没有急躁的脾气
没有追根究底的心态，这半年来又会怎样？！
世界就是没有再来过的机会
该来的还是会来
属于自己的回忆也会赛到心里的最深处
我希望当我想起那回忆
我会莞尔而不是那泪泉

I smile bcos of you, I cry bcos of you, I rather b single jz bcos of YOU!!?

pressure + hot temper

2009-02-18T20:00:00.003+08:00

waa dis few day duno how laa..
labuan damn hot long time no rain...
rain laa so hot make ppl not in mood...
oh i post "HATE it" at facebook...
nobody ll noe y laa hohoho
anywayz i noe there stil some frenz concern bout me
yealar i most hate those ppl
aiya dun1 talk so much i noe it enough...
i think tats de reason y i nvr think bout you
bcos im not ur dolls when u need it jz lik very appreciate
but when useless jz throw it besides...
DAMN finally pass half sem...
but more n more pressure...
i dun understand at all...
n how i going to work outside there...
i really worried bout tat...
results not everything....
how ar no mood now even there a lot of stuff...
oh GOD BLESS me dis coming friday presentation
i hate my group, i hate you n i hate y dun rain
L O L XD

*go back to the place where belongs to u baa*
当一个人不能放开胸怀去原谅一切，你就是一个弱者，大方一点吧番薯

iM back ~ Happy Valentine

2009-02-14T17:54:00.005+08:00

Hoho so sorry 4 disappear so long time~
quite busy!! every very tired, sleepy...
i noe i got many thing to share laa...
but seems i got no time to post up anything...
hav a great celebration at chinese new year...
bcos i got back my frenz...
thx to u all (yiing, monkey and jack) =)
nowaday suffering with study case...
every week got 2 study case need 2 pass up...
n every week got to pass up tutorial question for FE
OH NO....everyday assignment...study case n tutorial..
noe how busy m I rite....
2day is valentine's day 0.0
for me, i not really celebrate valentine's day la...
i jz rmb tat got 1 year i received his flower...
is de first time i receive flower...
how good is de feeling even i noe earlier...
but tat over, everything is past rite now...
i think i can release rite now...
hoho okok dun again n again to talk bout him...
new year ar dint go any special place laa...
jz stay at house sumtimes hang out wit frenz
quite freely~~
stil waiting frenz upload her photo...
waiting u ar lol...

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2day hav ICN at sch actually 1na go watch...
but den many assignment ar....
nvmlaa next year ll go bcos LAST YEAR Maa hehe...
ooo yesterday too free i edit sum pic...
keke de 1st pic took ar labuan airport
2nd ar waiting for class took it...
nvr took dis pic b4...but my roommate said its nice~~
den can share with u all laa hehe ^^
haiz oklar need to stop here...
1na continue do hwk loo...
BYE n wish all my frenz HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!!!

***a new song by fish (就别再为他流泪)...quite nice =)

就别再为他流泪

别再让他操控你的伤悲

就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔

也不要太狼狈

他不值得你的泪

把那遗憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追

以后管他是谁

我希望是最后一封

2009-01-14T23:05:00.007+08:00

昨天听到振辉说的一些事。。。
心里就一刀砍下刺破！漏洞！打枪！
我希望那真的不会是你。。。
虽然我们不再是什么关系。。。
你也懂酱做对自己的健康会怎样。。。
一直以来我最不喜欢你跟那个人出去玩
但是我从来都不提，因为我觉得我还是可以信任你
你也懂自己的底线是多少。。。
好不容易用忙碌去敷衍一切，却有人不时提起。。。
以为自己可以用旁观者的角度去关心。。。
分开的5个月多很坦白的我从来不想去忘记
已经接近半年了。。。那些却像昨天或前几天发生的事。。。
一幕一幕的常常浮现。。。我也不知还在思念什么
有什么好挽留。。。我心里也很明白
在他讲分开的那一时刻
他永远也不会再回到我身边
什么后悔什么遗憾。。。你在安慰我吧！！！
每一次我很不相信的时候我一定会打开那个CHAT LOG
那一天我和他见面，其实我很想问他很多事
也很坦诚的我在车上等待他的时候
我尽然还哭了。。。当然我才不会暴露我的软弱
在他眼里我就是嘴硬一切一切就只会自己啃
一点都不会坦荡荡100%告诉任何一个人
只可以说我骄傲，目中无人。。。
我应该封闭自己了。。。
我心底深处已近伤痕累累，面目全非
没什么可以疗养就让一切可以随意飞翔
停车下车走进油站商店，令我想起那一个晚上
我恍然大悟他已经走进我的世界。。。不久我们就开始了
难道你就是故意也要在同样的情况下表示一切的结束
我也很讨厌家人提起你。。。
因为我就是会忍不住眼泪狂飙
我每一天都会想一想他近来好吗
一切都顺利吗。。。
我也一直在想为什么只有我会找他
而他只有那么一次唯一的一次
所以我也不想找你因为我才不想让你觉得我离不开你
对，就在昨天看棒棒堂时发现
他跟牛奶长得好像尤其是侧脸所以我就做了一件事
不顾一切留下那集，就算才有那么的3分钟
也在昨天心情很不好
最近一直下雨心情超郁闷
抱歉啦不是要发你脾气MR。KEY
可是你讲话也很贱叻！算了我是黄诗薇嘛！
好了，这一篇真的是我的心底话
我真的忘不了你！！那又怎样！！
我有成功哦我没有哭~~~~
its time to sleep...
I LL NVR FALL IN LOVE AGAIN!!!!!!!